1000 Julys

Planning my attack just before you come back around
Maybe I'm wrong, but I don't know how to back down
I never fit in, I don't belong
Do you know it doesn't matter when we're feelin' strong
'Cause I'm a vampire y'all and we toast the blood of our enemies
You're still scaring me, though, you're scaring me, though
And we don't fit in

Don't fit in

Wonder what it's like when you're living with someone like me
I'm a freak and I'm nervous when it's easy
Feral days, and I'm sex crazed
I put it in with my animal ways
And that's the sign I was born to be living in
I ran around and gave the finger to the Ritalin
You can calm me down, I can't say why
You say goodbye and you burn my eyes

You burn my eyes

A thousand Julys
I hope you find
I'd give you words, but no words come to mind
But you turn me so cold, so I tell you lies
When you let me in, it's like a thousand Julys

When you left for good, I felt the drop like a boom
Winter-time all alone in your bedroom
I don't blame you and I know I'm not your friend
How we living, Young American
I guess I've always known
I'd be on my own, I'd be on my own
I don't know why, don't know why
I don't know why

A thousand Julys
I know you'll find
I'd say the words, but no words come to mind
But you let me in, and I don't know why
Ooh, when you come, it's like a thousand Julys

A thousand Julys
That's what you are
And I'd tell you to come back now
But we've gone too far
And we've burned it out now
I don't even try
But I feel you gone
I've lost a thousand Julys

You say, oceans baby
You say, oceans baby
You say, oceans baby
You say, oceans